So I think I may be fighting a losing battle. I never did know when to quit, especially when it comes to little things like love and dreams. Maybe it’s a character flaw of mine to think that I can do anything I set my mind to. I’m just not very good at bailing. I …
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All of the above
Nearly two and a half years, and it all comes down to this. Two and a half years, and it’s stale, generic, store-bought clichés. “If we had only met later in life.” “I’m just not ready for this kind of commitment.” “It’s just not going to work out between us.” “It’s not you, it’s me.” …
The sum of all parts
music + love + friendships + career + art + education + money + health + residence + dreams + responsibilities + future = mass fucking hysteria and confusion in the brain area. Life heartily enjoys bestowing on me the stark contrast between pure bliss and utter misery. I guess romancing several loves in this …
Up thinking again
So I guess I’ll just sleep on it. It’s just that I’m so sick of staring. The sound the letter S makes is soothing sometimes. Does anyone else’s clock blink eights? Mine blinks 12:00. That Dashboard guy is full of shit.
Numb
Last night we celebrated the six months we’ve known each other, although the actual anniversary isn’t until Monday. One of only a few “actual dates” we have ever been on. Dinner and a movie. Cheesecake Factory and Just Married. I think my favorite part was liberating three helium balloons from the Texas Station. Tomorrow she …
Amy Grant – Greatest Christmas Hits, Volume 1
Barry Manilow. Celine Dion. Michael W. Smith. Barbara Streisand. Amy Grant. Vanessa Williams. Frank Sinatra. The three Kennys. (Loggins, Rogers, and G). Even the Vandals. I swear, whoever the hell came up with the concept of a “Christmas Album” should seriously be shot in the face. “Hey, I have a great idea, [insert name of …
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Just one of those days
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Neurotic bastard
When I walk around, I pay very close attention to the ground. I am careful to step over each crack in the concrete. I’m not superstitious or anything. It just keeps me occupied. If I’m walking on tile, and if they are big enough, I try and step square in the middle of each tile. …
Fuck & Shit: evolutionary vestiges?
There are two situations in which humans are reduced to their most primal, animalistic state. One is during orgasm and the other is during defecation. Think about it. What are the two most embarrassing things you can imagine someone catching you in the middle of? When are you at a more physically vulnerable state? You …
The downsides of deliberation (cont.)
One method of making decisions is to spend so much time contemplating your options that when you are finally done pondering, you are only left with one choice anyway. (Typically, the worst one, since all the good ones have already been chosen.) This method is highly inadvisable due to the fact that it sucks.